last week I cut the
chicken film and made seven sorts of cookies for our "klassfika" on wednesday.
they didn't look as nice as in the
cooking book and I was a little sad...
we talked about the act of giving, especially the fact of giving too much and how that feels.
How one can feel a shame of having made too much effort, afraid of seeming desperate maybe. pathetic, non-rational... it can give signals of a lack of "life", loneliness, a too strong
wanting to be loved, buying friends/love, or a need to be better than others, to be
the most generous and so on... it is a thin line between what is seen a normal act/gift and what isn't.